Take a deep breath.
I constantly tell myself that if it was easier it wouldn’t be as fascinating, that if every question was answered then the world would cease to be a mystery.
Sometimes I just take a step back and realize how freaking amazing science is. That every little thing I learn makes the world, my world, a little more complete. That understanding is a privilege. That hard work is a necessity. That the world needs people who are willing to try something 1000 times without giving up and that there is no moving forward without risking failure
The more I understand the more questions I have. But the more I understand the more I realize this is just the tip of the iceberg that science has much much more to keep us busy with for thousands of years.
The more I learn the more I realize that I don’t need fiction, the world as it is is just as intriguing, fascinating, mysterious, majestic, and better it is real and it is around me.
Because somethings still don’t make sense to the most brilliant scientists AND YET everything still fits perfectly together to make our world as it is.
Because with science we uncover the past, we understand the present, and we move towards the future.
Hang in there anon, the good thing about science is that you can always become better at it.